Magic is very definitely real, and so are fairytales. Happy endings are the best and assassins are definitely up there. Still waiting on my hogwarts letter though. Psychotic dreams are kind of my thing and so is apologising. I love languages <3 I want to learn them all. There's nothing better than getting lost in a good book, and a daydream is also a great equivalent. I can say the wrong thing in any given situation. I wish everything could be forever and I know that glitter can make everything better. I'll never give up horse riding, the guitar and trying to be a good person. I'm a ditz, kind of whiny and a bit of a mess. I still beat myself up over things I did or said when I was small and I panic over things which are years into the future. I blame myself for things that aren't my fault and that are out of my control. I don't think I'll ever like myself, but that's okay because I like everyone else to make up for it. Decision making is hell for me but I can make wishes in an instant. I used to be fearless but now I'm far from it; sometimes I feel like a zombie. I'm a dance around her room kind of girl, who likes the smell of strawberries and the taste of doughnuts. Sometimes I make myself dizzy just for the hell of it. I wish I did more things like that, things for no reason whatsoever except for the fact that it seems a good idea of the time. I can never relax and sometimes I wake up feeling like I've run a marathon. Coincidentally I'd like to do that one day. I always feel like time is running out but maybe that's because it is. I like to keep people, not in a freezer or something, but in my life. <3

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